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Thursday, August 21, 2025

The Grief That Built the College

 






🔱 The Grief That Built the College

I did not create this college because I wanted prestige. I imagined it because I was tired of seeing teenage boys bury their future under pistol smoke and prison gates. I've watched Savannah’s youth throw fists in the mall. I’ve seen headlines stained with 20-year-olds who traded their legacy for false loyalty. And my soul—every morning—is tired of grieving.

This college came from the ache.

From the absence.

From the question no one else was asking: Whose fathering the forgotten?

Let’s not dress it up.

It’s not about race.

It’s about the structure that was never installed.

It’s about the correction that was never given.

It’s about discipline—yes, even physical discipline—that was cast away as cruelty, while cruelty took their minds anyway.

At my college, we don’t apologize for firm hands and soft hearts.

We paddle, but we also counsel.

We correct, but we also remember.

And we do it without false sentimentalism.

We are not a prison.

We are a place of reformation.

Where bruises become testimonies and silence becomes strength.

If the world calls it too strict, let them.

If the courts call it outdated, fine.

But I call it necessary.

Because one by one, those boys become men.

Men who remember.

Men who don’t shoot malls, but guard sanctuaries.

Men who don’t curse fathers, but become them.

This is the story behind the college.

This is the ache I refuse to ignore.




🛡️The Creed of Correction

Read aloud by every disciple at dawn before entering the Hall of Accountability.


I was not born for bondage, but I have worn its chains.

 I stood at the gates of ruin, but I was not consumed.  

The street called me son—but the Father calls me back.  


Today, I submit to the shaping.  

 The strike of discipline is not my enemy—it is my rescue.  

The rod does not steal my dignity; it restores it.  

  

 I renounce the gods of chaos, the creed of idols, the brotherhood of brutality.  

 I take up my true name: son, student, servant, seed.  


 I will be corrected and I will not curse it.  

 I will be counseled, and I will not reject it.  

I will be rebuilt, and I will remember who I am.  


I choose legacy over loyalty to the streets.  

 I choose restoration over rebellion.  

I choose the rod and the staff—they comfort me.


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 The Reflections Chamber

The scent of parchment and sandalwood lingers beneath the vaulted ceiling, where thin shafts of sunlight filter through lancet windows and fall upon a corridor of mirrors. Each polished panel bears etched inscriptions—phrases of judgment once spoken, choices once made.

A young man named Joram stands before one such mirror. His robe is heavy, the copper trim catching the light like faded fire. Beneath the fabric, he stiffens—not from cold, but from the weight of what led him here. His eyes scan the engraving: “He mocked the rite that made him whole.”

From the shadows, a figure steps forward—Instructor Thalor, an elder whose presence feels more like conviction than company.

“Read it aloud,” Thalor says.

Joram’s voice falters. “He… mocked the rite that made him whole.”




Thalor steps beside him. “And yet you stand here intact. What does that mean to you?”

Joram’s fists clench at his sides, uncertain. “That I didn’t know what wholeness was. Until I lost it.”

Silence blooms, not as reprimand, but as agreement.

Thalor places a scroll in Joram’s hand—wrapped not in cords of iron, but in olive and ash. “Then this is where reshaping begins. Not with punishment. But with clarity.”

Joram looks again into the mirror. But this time, he sees a reflection not marked by guilt—only readiness.




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