Side Memory — The Return: Jason Albright

SIDE MEMORY — THE RETURN

From the private recollections of Jason Albright

Sealed in the Lower Archives of Taben Rael

A record of the day a son returned home,

and the discipline that followed.

Preserved without alteration.

Opened only by those who understand that restoration begins in the place where the fall first occurred.

Taben Rael Sanctuary Archive

Hall of the Fatherless — Restricted Memory

He remembered the front door opening.

Not the prison doors. Not the heavy iron of Far Far Way. The ordinary wooden door of the house he had left two years earlier with a scholarship, a suitcase, and his father’s quiet pride.

His father stood in the hallway. Still dressed for work. Still carrying the same measured stillness Jason had always found both comforting and unbearable.

Jason dropped his bag.

“I left school.”

The words came out flatter than he intended. He had rehearsed them on the bus, on the walk up the driveway, even in the silence of the last three nights in the dorm before he finally walked out. None of the rehearsals had prepared him for the weight of saying them out loud in this hallway.

Pierre did not raise his voice. He never did.

“I know.”

Jason blinked. “You know?”

“The dean called me yesterday. I told him I would handle it.”

A long silence settled between them. The house smelled the same—coffee, wood polish, the faint trace of the pipe his father still smoked on the back porch after long days. Everything was the same. Jason was the one who had changed.

His father finally spoke again.

“I gave you everything I could. The money. The letters of recommendation. The quiet when you needed space. I even stood between you and your mother when she wanted to pull you home after the first semester. I believed you would finish what you started.”

Jason’s jaw tightened. “I couldn’t stay there. It wasn’t—”

“It wasn’t what?” Pierre’s voice remained level, but something harder moved underneath it. “It wasn’t easy enough? It wasn’t entertaining enough? Or was it simply that no one was there to hold your hand when the work became real?”

Jason looked at the floor.

His father stepped closer. Not threatening. Simply present.

“You came home of your own will. That is the only reason we are having this conversation instead of me driving to the campus to retrieve you. But understand me clearly: coming home does not mean returning to the soft place you left. You will face what you chose.”

Jason’s throat worked. “What does that mean?”

Pierre studied him for a long moment. The same look he had given him as a boy when the report cards came in low, or when the truth had been bent and then discovered.

“It means the discipline that was delayed while you were away will not be delayed any longer. You are not a guest in this house. You are my son who has returned under the weight of his own decisions. And sons who abandon the path they were given do not simply walk back into comfort.”

Jason felt the heat rise in his face. Shame and something sharper.

His father placed a hand on his shoulder—firm, not gentle.

“Go to your room. Sit. Think. When I call for you, you will come. And we will settle this the way it must be settled.”

Jason obeyed.

He remembered walking up the stairs slower than he ever had before. He remembered the sound of his father’s footsteps remaining in the hallway long after the bedroom door closed. He remembered the knowledge, cold and certain, that the conversation was only the beginning.

That night the house was very quiet.

And for the first time in years, Jason understood that his father’s love had never been soft.

It had always been exacting.

Jason sat on the edge of the queen-sized bed.

The room had not changed. The full bedroom set still stood exactly where it had been the day he left for college. The large television faced the bed. Game consoles sat neatly on the lower shelf. Everything a young man could want was still here, waiting as though time itself had been instructed not to touch it.

He looked around slowly.

This had once been the place where responsibility was non-negotiable. There had been structure. There had been expectation. There had been a mother who would sit on the edge of this same bed and ask him whether he had done what was required of him that day.

She had died after his first semester.

The grades collapsed. The fraternity boys and the sorority girls filled the empty hours. He stopped answering emails. He stopped opening books. He told himself he was coping. He told himself he was free.

His father kept sending money. Extra money. Quiet, consistent. As though love could still reach across the distance and hold something together that Jason was determined to let fall.

Jason had decided he could do things his own way.

Now he sat in the room that had waited for him, and the weight of that decision settled fully.

His eyes moved to the nightstand.

The photograph of his mother was still there. She was smiling in it—the quiet smile she gave when she was proud of him. He stared at it until the edges of the room seemed to pull inward.

He had not only failed himself.

He had failed her.

He lowered his head.

Then, faint—so faint he almost believed he had imagined it—a voice moved through the air near him. Not memory. Not grief alone. Something older, something that would one day make sense only in the mountain’s silence.

“It is not over.

You still have a chance.

It is not over, my son.”

Jason’s breath caught.

He did not move.

He only sat there, staring at the photograph, while the words hung in the quiet of the room that had waited for him all this time.

The voice came from downstairs.

“Jason.”

Jason rose and went down the stairs slowly.

When he stepped into the living room, Pierre was already standing in the center of the floor. In his hand was the Board of Education—thick, well-worn, the same paddle that had been used on him many times in his youth.

Jason swallowed.

“Daddy… I am too old for a paddling.”

Pierre turned fully toward him.

“Son, if you were too old for paddling, then you would not be standing in my house right now. You would be in college, pursuing the things you said you wanted, living out the dreams we installed in here.” He tapped two fingers lightly against his own chest. “But you are standing here in our home—defeated and collapsed. My job as your father is to bring you back up to where you belong. Discipline is what you need. And discipline is what you will get.

“While you are here, you will be paddled. You will be working. You will be studying. Is this understood?”

Jason’s eyes dropped to the floor.

“Yes, sir.”

Pierre set the paddle down on the coffee table.

“Assume the position.”

Jason stepped to the couch, placed both hands on the back of it from the front, and spread his legs to shoulder-width. He was wearing white tights beneath white soccer shorts, white socks, white shoes, and a black tank top.

From where he stood he could see the same streets he had run as a boy—the same streets where he had once gotten into mischief.

Pierre’s voice came again, calm.

“I am going to go make my coffee, as I always did. When I return, we will begin.”

Ten minutes later, Pierre returned, sat in the recliner, and took a slow sip of coffee.

“Come here.”

Jason walked over.

“Lay across my lap. Stomach on my legs. Ass up. Feet and hands on the floor.”

Jason obeyed. He lowered himself carefully, stretching forward so that his stomach rested fully across Pierre’s thighs, his backside raised.

Pierre rested one hand lightly on his son’s lower back.

“Since you want to act like an immature child, then we will start this spanking out just like that. And by the time I’m done with you, you will be spanked as a grown man who still needs discipline.”

“Yes, sir.”

Pierre raised his open hand.

The first swat landed solidly across the center of Jason’s well-defined, thick, massive ass.

Crack.

Jason’s body jerked. Heat and sting shot through him.

Crack. Crack. Crack.

Pierre did not rush. Each swat was measured, deliberate, given full weight. Jason’s breath broke into moans.

“Oww… owww… oww…”

The hand spanking lasted more than twenty minutes. When Pierre finally paused, Jason’s backside was already deeply flushed beneath the thin layers of clothing.

“Get up. Remove the shorts, the tank top, the socks, and the shoes. Leave only the tights.”

Jason rose on unsteady legs and stripped down to the white tights. The fabric clung tightly, leaving little hidden.

 He returned to the position without being told.

Pierre raised his hand again.

The swats that followed were heavier, harder, firmer. Jason’s thick ass jiggled and wiggled under every stroke. Red handprints bloomed sharply against the stretched white fabric. He screamed and pleaded, the years of pretended adulthood stripping away with each firm impact.

Pierre’s mind was elsewhere—on the years of work, on the savings he and his late wife had poured into college until it nearly left them broke, all of it wasted.

After thirty minutes he rested his left hand on Jason’s heated ass.

“Go to the corner. Hands on top of your head while I drink my coffee.”

Jason stood in the corner for ten full minutes, heat pulsing under the tights.

“Come back. Remove the tights.”

Jason peeled them down and stepped out, left only in a white jockstrap. His thick, blooming-red ass overlapped the bottom of the pouch. He took the position again.

Pierre resumed with lecture this time—speaking of wasted money, of responsibility abandoned, of the man Jason was supposed to become—while his hand fell steadily for another twenty minutes.

Then he hooked his fingers into the waistband of the jockstrap and peeled it down.

Jason’s cock, already rock hard, fell free between his father’s thighs. Pierre paid it no attention. He adjusted his son’s position and began a proper bare-ass hand spanking.

The difference was immediate and severe.

Jason’s screams rose louder and louder, echoing through the three-story house and out the open windows. The curtains were pulled back. The blinds were raised. Pierre cared nothing for who might hear or see. A lesson had to be taught.

Twenty more minutes passed under the relentless bare hand. Jason’s body betrayed him more than once—his cock pulsing hard against his father’s thigh as he leaked in thick, involuntary spurts, the evidence of his shame wetting the skin between them. He could not stop it. The pain and the exposure and the weight of his father’s discipline pulled the releases out of him whether he wanted them or not.

When Pierre finally stopped, he stood Jason up. Tears ran down both their faces.

They held each other.

“We are not done, my child,” Pierre said, voice thick. “But I want you to know that this hurts me more than it hurts you. You are twenty-two… and I still have to do this.”

“Dad… Daddy… I wish I could take it all back. But I can’t…”

Pierre looked at him steadily.

“You will get better. Because if you don’t, this will happen again and again. Now get back into the position on the couch.”

Jason obeyed, hands on the back of the couch, legs spread, bare and glowing.

Pierre picked up the Board of Education and stepped back to arm’s length.

The first strike landed with a sound that filled the room.

Crackkkkk.

“Daddy!!”

Pierre gave him no time to recover. The paddle rose and fell with steady, accurate force until both of Jason’s thick, round, massive cheeks glowed a dark, angry red. Jason’s cock remained hard and leaking throughout, dripping onto the floor beneath him as the wood continued its work.

When the last stroke finally fell, the living room was silent except for Jason’s ragged breathing.

Pierre set the paddle down.

“Corner. One hour.”

Jason walked back to the corner on shaking legs, bare and glowing, and placed his hands on top of his head once more.

The memory held him even as the present moved around him.

Jason sat in the helicopter, the black suits of the Taben Rael servants silent across from him. The aircraft climbed away from Far Far Way toward the distant mountain.

He was thirty years old.

His father was gone. His mother was gone. The house, the living room, the Board of Education—all of it belonged to a life that no longer existed. Yet the memory of that afternoon still lived inside him with perfect clarity.

It had not been enough.

He sat now in the very situation his parents had tried so hard to prevent—retrieved under a petition of last chance, being flown toward a mountain sanctuary because every softer path had already been spent.

Jason turned his face toward the window so the others would not see. Tears moved down his cheeks without sound. 

He cried for the boy who had once said he was too old for a paddling. He cried for the father who had still tried. 

He cried for the mother whose photograph had watched him fail. He cried because the faint voice he had heard in that bedroom so many years ago had been right after all—there was still a chance—but the cost of reaching it would be higher than either of them had ever imagined.

The mountain waited ahead. And the memory, at last, began to loosen its hold. 

Chapter 5 — Descent into the World

 

The helicopter cut through the morning clouds. Inside, the five servants sat in perfect silence, hands folded, eyes forward. The black suits felt strange after fifteen years of gold and black undergarments. The world below grew larger — cities, highways, the long scar of the coastline leading toward the prison island known as Far Far Way.

Joseph finally spoke, voice low.

“Master Aldwen said they will resist us.”

Jabra answered without looking away from the window. “Then we will not break. We will not retaliate. We will not lose alignment.”

The others nodded once.

When the helicopter touched down on the island’s secure landing pad, the servants stepped out in formation. Prison guards met them, weapons visible, faces hard. The lead guard looked the five black-suited men up and down with open contempt.

“You’re the ones from the mountain cult?”

Jabra stepped forward, voice calm and level. “We are the Brotherhood of Taben Rael. We have come for the five men under the Bishop’s petition: Kareem Jubilee, Daren Gamble, Joshua Upright, Lovett Jones, and Jason Albright. They have been granted one chance. We are here to take them home.”

The guard spat on the ground. “They’re lifers. Animals. You want them, you sign for them. And if they kill you on the way back, that’s your problem.”

“We understand,” Jabra replied. “Bring them.”

They were brought in chains.

Kareem Jubilee — tall, broad, eyes burning with residual rage.

Daren Gamble — lean, smirking, already assessing weaknesses.

Joshua Upright — quiet, watchful, the most dangerous kind of stillness.

Lovett Jones — restless, jaw clenched, every muscle ready to explode.

Jason Albright — the youngest of the five, but his stare was the coldest.

The servants stood in a precise line, hands at their sides, faces expressionless.

Kareem laughed once, harshly. “Look at these pretty boys in suits. Come to take us to church?”

Jabra did not flinch. “You have been given one chance. You will come with us. You will not speak unless spoken to. You will not resist. You will not test the limits of the covenant that has been extended to you.”

Daren stepped forward as far as the chains allowed. “And if we do?”

Joseph answered, voice quiet and absolute. “Then the mountain will decide. And the mountain does not negotiate.”

A long silence. The five prisoners looked at one another. Something in the servants’ stillness unsettled them more than any threat could have.

Finally Kareem shrugged. “Fine. Let’s see this mountain of yours.”

The chains were removed under the guards’ watchful eyes.

 The five men were escorted onto the helicopter. The servants took their seats opposite them — five refined men of Taben Rael facing five unrefined souls still dripping with the world.

The helicopter lifted.

No one spoke for a long time.

Chapter 4 — The Departure of the Brotherhood

 

I. The Breakfast of Alignment

The morning refinement complete, Aldwen gathered his servant men around the long wooden table. The chamber was warm with lantern-light and the quiet breath of meditation. Jabra placed fruit, bread, and warm cups of coffee before them. The five servants — now dressed in immaculate black suits — sat in disciplined silence as Aldwen took his seat at the head of the table.

Breakfast in Taben Rael was never for pleasure; it was for alignment, the final moment of stillness before stepping into the world they had not seen in fifteen years. Aldwen looked at them, seeing not boys but men forged through ritual, discipline, and covenant.

II. The Revelation of Mars

Aldwen lifted his cup and spoke.

“There is one truth you must know before you depart.”

The servants lowered their heads.

“The boy Taben Rael once created… the one whose name was never spoken… the one who devoured anything or anyone… he was named after a planet. His name was Mars.”

A tremor moved through the servants.

“Mars was dropped off at Taben Rael in 1852. 

He was born out of wedlock into a family of witchcraft. His parents were murdered by the occult, 

and he was brought here as a child — broken, frightened, and already touched by darkness.

 He was raised under strict discipline and teaching. But in the lower levels of Taben Rael — where the original Corridor of Refinement was built by the late, late, late, late Great Bishop Alizar — Mars was introduced to black magic and occult practices. Satan played a great part in his transformation.”

Aldwen’s voice lowered.

“He became evil. Demonic. He shed blood through Taben Rael. And he was cast down to the lower. To this day his spirit wanders the Corridor of Refinement. If any soul enters with hate in their hearts, they will meet him there. And if anyone opens the doors without the Bishop’s atonement and ointment, they will meet their doom and be dragged into a no-return.”

Silence fell heavy over the table.

III. Aldwen’s Warning and Instructions

Aldwen leaned forward, his voice deepening.

“When you descend from this mountain, you will enter the same world that once influenced you. The same streets where you met the devil. The same places that tried to claim your souls. You must not fear them — but you must not underestimate them. The world you left behind will try to pull you back. It will try to seduce you. It will try to destroy you.”

He raised his hand.

“But you are not the boys you once were. You are sons of Taben Rael.”

He stood.

“You will go to the prison and retrieve the five men. They have been sentenced to life on the island Far Far Way, but they have been granted one chance — one chance only. They will resist you. They will disrespect you. They will test you. But you will not break. You will not retaliate. You will not lose alignment.”

He placed his hand on each servant’s shoulder in turn.

“You will bring them home.”

IV. The Servants’ Reactions

The servants breathed deeply, absorbing every word.

Jabra’s eyes lowered, his jaw tightening.

Joseph’s hands pressed against his thighs.

The others sat still, their faces solemn, their spirits steady.

They had been taught for fifteen years that obedience was not weakness — it was strength, alignment, and protection.

They nodded in unison.

They were ready.

V. The Departure from Taben Rael

The servants rose from the table and followed Aldwen to the eastern balcony. The doors opened, and cold mountain air swept into the chamber. Before them stretched the impossible height of Taben Rael — a fortress-sanctuary built on the spine of a mountain near ancient Persia, its foundations older than nations.

Waiting on the landing pad was the Taben Rael Helicopter, its black exterior marked with the crest of the Brotherhood.

The servants paused at the threshold.

This moment was not simple.

It was not casual.

It was not easy.

They were about to descend into the world they had escaped — the world where they had been influenced, broken, seduced, and nearly destroyed.

Aldwen stepped forward.

“Go.”

The servants boarded the helicopter in silence, taking their seats with disciplined posture. The doors closed, and the aircraft lifted from the mountain, rising into the clouds.

VI. The Bishop’s Wave

As the helicopter pulled upward, the servants looked back toward the eastern face of Taben Rael. There — standing in the massive window of his private quarters — was The Bishop. His robe flowed behind him like a banner of authority. His posture was tall, unmoving. And he lifted his hand and waved.

It was not a casual wave.

It was a blessing, a sending, a seal.

The servants bowed their heads in unison.

The helicopter climbed into the sky, and Taben Rael became a distant silhouette swallowed by clouds.

VII. Aldwen’s Summons

Aldwen remained at the large window, watching the aircraft disappear. The moment it vanished, a firm knock echoed through his quarters.

Standing at the door were The Arms of Taben — towering, disciplined guardians of the Bishop. The lead Arm spoke.

“Overseer Aldwen, you are summoned by the Bishop, sir. Please come with us.”

Aldwen nodded. “Sure, fellas. I need to change.”

He walked to his wardrobe cabinet and dressed himself in his orthodox robe and brown sandals — garments worn only when entering the Bishop’s presence.

He stepped forward. “I’m ready.”

The Arms bowed slightly and escorted him down the long corridor toward the Bishop’s Hall, the air growing heavier with prophecy.